Oh A, I hear your pain, sweetie. I want to say first, that you will get through this. You will.
Ok, so, you know when you are on a plane and the attendants tell you that if you feel a drop in air pressure, you are to put your mask on first before helping anyone else?
Well, that is what you need to do here. You have got to get yourself good and strong.
As someone who once suffered from deep depression, I know how it you feel. Please do not worry about weight gain or that you have to change or increase your meds. You are suffering and you need to relieve it. Doesnt mean it will be forever.
I see where you want to tackle all these things that you think will help your h. You cant do that yet. Take care of you first.
Then you can think about addressing the things you think warrant addressing. One at a time.
A, I know this is a lot. I know it's heartbreaking. But I can see what you are made of. You will be able to do this.
First keep calling docs in your plan. Keep calling your GP. Do what you have to get your meds. There are ways for reduced payments. Contact the company who makes the meds. Think outside the box here. It is really important.
Once you get yourself sorted out, we can get a plan together.
