Hang in there. Sounds like you've reached a growth spurt. I've noticed with myself that I will have these moments of great desperation and pain before it lifts and I experience a new confidence.
But, you it's ok to do whatever you need to do to help you through the pain. I'm sure you've taken medicine for other ailments. Don't beat yourself up for taking medicine now.
Talk to your doc about another AD. I was very stuck over the summer and I switched my AD a few months ago. I'm so glad I did. I have more motivation to keep going.
This too shall pass.
REally.
Heather
"You know, it's times like these when I realize what a superhero I am." Tony Stark/Iron Man
“Focus on what you can do, then do it with all your heart.” Lois Wilson
