LOL, I think we're so far messed up I don't think we're even ready for that, honestly. Right now, I don't know that W will ever be ready for R without years of therapy; maybe me either.
I don't get the LOL part, I don't see anything funny. You don't have to worry about W, you just have to look at you. As late as over the weekend you were still playing games but when something happens it's all about how crazy your W is.
Step away and do what you say you're going to do. You've been talking no contact for months.
I think you're both addicted to each other. Not a good foundation for a R. I think others have said that your next R will look much the same until you can work on you.
Can you do that, Jon? What fear is holding you back?
Me 57/H 58 M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13
Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do. I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering. Caroline Myss
