I have reached a point where I am so disgusted by my W's actions, lies, venom, behavior, lack of concern, selfishness, etc, etc, etc. that I don't think I even like her anymore. I'm having a hard time remembering that this person is not the person I married and us living in a fog.
My question is: How do I find the strength to keep on fighting and struggling for someone who isn't even appealing to me any more? Is this where I find detachment and truly only work for myself and my kids?
I'm at a crossroads. I am having a hard time even looking at her and being friendly at this point.
Both 40 T-22 M-18 S13 S11
Bomb, ILYBINILWY-7/10/13 EA #1-confirmed 7/10/13, ongoing since 5/13 EA #2-9/13/13
