It goes to show you don't know someone else's life! I am rarely physically alone but do wish the tv sounds of my H would go away.

MY friend today who knows H very well thinks I'm being silly, remembering how much I wanted to M my H and be with him forever. To hear me say "I'm done"to hear makes her chuckle, I really wanna just get mad at her.

Maybe I need him to move out to see if I am really done.

I also realize this is not to be my goal, but one way things may go. My goal is me, and my future, where he ends up in that is not the objective.

They will do what they will Nero!

Let it all go...yea I still have that note you wrote!


The past can't be ahead of you in the future.
You don't have to figure it all out, just pick a direction.
What's next...I don't know but I can't wait!