I like the sound of that youtube video, do you remember what it was called?
I feel exactly the same now when H was round on Saturday picking up my son. I kept looking at my watch wondering when he was going to leave, lol. Well I was going out wasn't I? hehe.
On Sunday H brought my son back for lunchtime. I had waited until my son got home and then made us lunch. I offered H some, but he said he'd just have a coffee. Me and my son sat on two tables in the living room eating our lunch as part of our routine smile If it wasn't for the fact that H got to watch what he wanted on TV, he would've probably have felt totally left out.
I love my me time smile Even though my son's not here tonight, I still waited until 9 o'clock to have a spritzer. Old habits die hard, lol.


H47 me48
T22 M21
S20 - Got high functioning autism
3/2000 H admits to OW and moves out to live with her
11/2000 H moves back home
2/4/13 H moves out
H tells me he wants D 6/13, but now he can't afford to!