" i dont seem to be getting much traffic which is ok but regardless writing down my thoughts is a way for me to keep focused "
Your posts sound more like journals which is why no one is posting to you. If you have a question or even just to see if you're on the right path, then ask it and you'll get posts.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.