I don't feel beat up at all. There are a ton of excellent words and advice here. I am taking it all in. I appreciate the input from everyone on this forum, more than I can express. You have ALL helped me as I am working through this. It is difficult. It has changed me. I will continue to improve myself. Slowly, I am getting there. Yesterday was a hard day. Today is better. Tomorrow will be better than the day before!
