I think I would be the same way. Pretty tough to lay next to her knowing what you know. Just do what makes you feel comfortable right now would be my advise. Have fun playing golf! I hit balls or play almost every chance I can right now. Pretty good stress reliever for me.
separated since 9/01/13 M-31 W-36 D-4 Move back home 12/26/13 3 months of tough times Finally in a happy M