Sorry guys. I tried to go to bed. I could only stomach it for about 15 minutes and had to get up. She was still awake, so she knew I left and didn't come back. I couldn't stand being near her. As I said earlier, I'm not sure I even like her in her two faced mode. To everyone else, she is a sweet, happy, pretty little girl that will do anything for anyone. To me, she is a moody, spiteful, lazy, selfish person that doesn't care that she is so self absorbed that she is destroying our family.
Sorry to have a pity party on here, but I'm in a bad place since Friday night. I really thought things were progressing and then OM jumps back in. She confesses that she has never stopped talking to him since at least June.
Going to play golf with my buddies on a day off from work today. Trying to think of big stop signs in my head to keep out the negative thoughts. I just wanna enjoy my day.
Both 40 T-22 M-18 S13 S11
Bomb, ILYBINILWY-7/10/13 EA #1-confirmed 7/10/13, ongoing since 5/13 EA #2-9/13/13
