WHEN PATIENCE IS LOST

[Ambivalent]

I just noticed he reread my response to his email to me.

This is good, perhaps he may answer a question or two. If he doesn't at least he read that I was listening and validating what he wrote.

He also opened and read the " just a thought " email. Knowing him, he will look up the symptoms. This is why I did not list them. There are check list tests.

It is time for me to get into the doc myself, I'm in a severe one presently. Not that much more can be done...I'm working out regularly, and
it looks like skipping yesterday wasn't the best idea, I was just SO exhausted. I needed to just curl up and get everything out, cry, cuddle with my little babies.

Tomorrow night is dance class. I enjoy the class, but it does feel odd having men touch me and be in such close proximity. It hurts at the same time.

Guess I better get used to it. S I G H