He may even get angry that you said it is a MLC or depression.
He has mentioned this before. He has been the one to bring up mlc, so I'm really not afraid of anger on this. I do not expect him to even reply to the note, for it wasn't something that warranted one.
I have a part time job, am going to school, taking dance and doing other things as well.
My plan IS to let go. That was my way of one last hurrah. It's out there and like I said, he can do what he wants, and will do or not do what he can.
There are more times of lucidity with him than average. He does hear things, and rereads the emails sent. It was worth a try, for if I didn't and he did something to himself I would never forgive myself.
He has guns and hunts, it is a real possibility. I don't think he would ever do it, but one doesn't know. Especially with depression. He will be alone in the woods when the season opens up, he will have hours of nothing but thinking,so if he gets angry so be it. Sometimes one has to take a chance. It's done.
Formerly Workinprogress H :55 M :over 29 yrs. Together : 33 D : college D : adult BD and left : May 2013 Separated Experimenting/Replay
