Well, before I left for the science fair I called ex to find out where I should met him. While I had him on the phone and he was alone, I told him about the tapes and that I had booked three appts. with the MC. He seemed surprised or preplexed, just just said OH. When we got home from the fair, I follwed him because I had all the science stuff in my car. I had put the tapes in a plastic bad with the list of scheduled appts taped to the tape holder. When I give it to him he was like yeah okay and put them down on a chair. His mother called and they had an arguement. He hung up and was a little upset saying us women are driving him crazy and we are all so complex. I told him joking that was are complex but that is what makes women sexy"! I then went home to feel sorry for myself--hey I'm allowed self pity once in a while! At the science fair, this is really a social things for the parents. Most of us only see eachother once a year during the fair. I met up with a couple of the parents from last year and they have all lreally moved on with their lives where I am just in limbo. These parents were getting a d, or in the mist of having an affair. Now one just got engaged, one got d and is living with OM and expecting. One just got married and moved into a house. But after my self pity party I realized that this will just get me more motivation to make things work!
