not a whole lot. busy busy. work is still insanely busy. my boss is still a moron. for example.. we are doing a highway lighting job. instead of having me go trench 3 weeks ago when he "didnt have anything for me to do" he sends me out to trench when the concrete is done. the grade is done and we have gotten 4 inches of rain in 3 days. needless to say it took me 2 days to go 200 feet because the trencher kept sinking and truing to flip over. and yet somehow this is my fault for it not getting done fast enough? on a lighter note. i am getting caught up on some of my schoolwork. i am talking to all the right people and am getting support from them. it looks like i will be going on campus next semester. at some point i need to talk with my boss. i cant be working as much as i do. my school is suffering and more importantly my recovery is suffering. if he will work around my school schedule i may continue working there. i am now distributing itWorks for some extra income. we will see how this goes. so far it isnt to bad. mostly sells itself. i have done 4 tattoos in the last week. that has been alot of fun. i really enjoy it. i actually get excited and a sense of satisfaction when i am done. something about artwork really makes me happy. i feel peaceful when i draw. on friday, a group of my recovery friends all went to this coffee shop and sang karaoke. first time ever doing that sober. was actually a ton of fun. it is nice having a group of people like that to do things with. we are becoming like a family. we care about one another and enjoy each others company. i like it. got the "stadium"lights up on the backyard hockey rink today. it is so cool. i cant wait for it to get colder so we can put the ice down and play some night games. all in all, life isnt to bad.. it just feels like i am missing something everyday. i dont know what, but maybe i will figure it out. who knows.
