The last text I sent
"Alright since u won't come. Under no circumstances u r allowed to use my kids. And certainly not name yourself daddy. There is only 1 DAD here. Are we clear?"

I don't know the proper db technique here but I feel like saying what needs to be said.


I was pouring my heart out to my cousin all morning. He was there when W confronted my family back in January. He was asked by my mom to never reveal anything. We talked and I allowed to my self to hope again for a possible R. Why do I do this to myself. Allowing pain and hurt once again later in the evening.


M35 XW34
D5 D4
M 6years T 10years
Bomb 5/2013
Joint Petition signed 6/2013
Moved out end of 8/2013
Court Hearing of Joint Petition 9/2013
D finalized in 3 months - no news yet