Changes for me today. Got up for an early morning run and it was a great way to start the day. 35 degrees will wake you up!

Got my kids out of bed and dressed for church. We haven't been to our church in 2 or 3 years. S10 has been asking about going for a while now. I told W in the middle if our blowup R talk Friday night that I was going and inviting the children, knowing S10 would be excited. I invited her to go if she wanted to, but made sure she understood I was going with or without her. She threw that up in my face 30 minutes later saying that I had never thought it was important before. It's amazing! I sincerely try to make changes to make my life better and somehow it's a bad thing. Craziness.

AJM-before I stopped looking at her FB, W was posting quotes and pictures daily about "happiness" and "deserving happiness," and "peace." Remarkably similar to yours. Thanks for sharing. I don't like knowing that this is gonna get worse before it gets better. That's a scary thought.

Thanks to everyone here. Friday was a setback for me. Back on the horse today. Being the best me I can be for me and my wonderful boys. S10 is do fired up about going out the door with me in a minute it has made my day already.


Both 40
T-22 M-18
S13
S11

Bomb, ILYBINILWY-7/10/13
EA #1-confirmed 7/10/13, ongoing since 5/13
EA #2-9/13/13

Moved out and Legally Separated 6/14

"Success is a journey, not a destination."