As I'm about to wash my face I notice under my eyes. I cried so hard for two days that I chapped myself.
Well that is truly a first! I can't help but feel anxiety and extreme apprehension.
At least it is an email and not in person. It must be pretty hard for him to tell me, this is why he's going to write it. If it wasn't difficult he probably would just blurt it out or text me to pack sand.
God help me to be strong, to hold on to myself, to not react but listen and learn.
Formerly Workinprogress H :55 M :over 29 yrs. Together : 33 D : college D : adult BD and left : May 2013 Separated Experimenting/Replay
