Ambivalent, my H had very similar story. He was one of 4 kids, his parents divorced when he was 12, he was partying as a teenager and was friends with everybody. He started balding in his late 20th, was very responsible and mature. His Mom died in 96th, and his father passed away almost 3 years ago. From what I heard though, his parent’s divorce was horrible, and this when my H decided that he didn’t want any kids of his own. I suspect that there were some unresolved issues with both of his parents. I’m afraid that these issues are never going to be resolved now. I also think that his crisis started a few months before his father’s death. His father was having MLS and was deteriorating pretty rapidly.
I keep asking myself the same questions, why I can’t just move on like he did? Why do I still have hope, when he told me that he is not in love with me anymore and haven’t shown that he cares for more than a year?
Take care of yourself and don’t think too much about what he will write in the e-mail.
M:50 H:52 S28 (my S from previous marriage) M:17 + 3 BD: 06/12 S: 06/12 - H works in another state
