thanks bill and I will have to check out your thread.a friend of mine became preg. with OM child as well. Well, still looking for a counselor. My D invited me for dinner on Sun and I told her that she shouldn't be asking me, it's her father's house let him do it. He asked me but I had to turn it down. The neighbor next door is moving and needed to be out by Monday and she offered me her air conditioner which cools the entire apartment, I was so thrilled since I was thinking this summer I would have to wing it--my expenses are still tight. I had my brother in law and dad move it from her apt to mine. The ex was surprized that brother in law was helping me and the I did not need him. My neighbor said that she would be in and out and that I could come into her apartment anytime, the door will not be locked. So I went over and we were supposed to have the same type of apartment--boy was her place ugly! yellow counter tops with a yellow refrg and stove. I felt so blessed that my aprartment had a brand new counter top with oak cabinets (I love oak) my brother in law loved the place and when they left, I looked around and I was like yeah, I did this on my own--no ex, maybe I need more time for me, all these questions are now going through my head. I keep projecting what my future , still think about OM lately. I made a list between the two of them and I know that it's wrong. Ex wants a guarntee that all this mess will not happend again. I can't guarnatee anything.
