I can relate so much to your posts from yesterday about the social anxiety, negativity, not liking the job and gaining weight etc....other than the weight gain...I soooo didnt see my self at the time either.
If you decide to take your H up on his recent invites, I hope all goes well! Enjoy the rest of your weekend!
me: 30 H:30 tgthr:7 m:4 no kids 5 counseling sessions initiated by H as a LR: Oct 2012 long distance marriage b/c of work since Nov 2012 official BD: July 2013 nothing filed 1/1/14 I dropped the rope