Had a session with my therapist. He suggested that I tell W my feelings and desire to work on the marriage. His reason was that I have got nothing to lose and hope for a miracle. W does not know my feelings and he doesnt want me to regret later when I kept quiet and things got too far. He said W may be waiting for me to say something.

I said I will think about it. Don't think it's a good idea though. I feel W is not ready to work on us and have not shown any interest at all.

I went to visit my kids only to find OM there. Since its her house and her guest then im taking the kids out. D4 did not want to follow me. W and OM tried to convince D4 but she insisted being at home with her mother. I left her and took D3 out.
I will have to talk to W about my time with the kids. Expecting a big drama from W later. Sigh.

M35 XW34
D5 D4
M 6years T 10years
Bomb 5/2013
Joint Petition signed 6/2013
Moved out end of 8/2013
Court Hearing of Joint Petition 9/2013
D finalized in 3 months - no news yet