Wow 180 time....emotionally speaking. Saw my H this morning and suddenly thought....I don't want you. I'm sure I deep down mean I don't want the you that you are now. BUT this is still a baby step towards detachment for me.

The kids are going away to my parents for the weekend so he shouldn't have to contact me at all till Monday. I'm looking forward to the break.

Wishing everyone else a great weekend.

M32 H37
DD1 6 DD2 5
M6 T10
EA 31.08.13
Separated and H moved out 19.09.13
ILYBINILWY 23.09.13
OW 11.13