Thanks Pud and Woody! I am trying to take it one day at a time and learn from my mistakes.
I went to the mall tonight with my mom. We always used to go shopping together before I was married and had kids. It was nice to spend time with her.
H always has the kids alone on Friday nights. He called on his way from work and asked if I wanted to join them or if he should just bring in dinner for everyone. Since I already made plans, I told him my plans and did not cancel like I would have been tempted to do in the past. I will admit that it was nice that he asked.
H stayed until the kids went to bed. I usually walk H to straight to the door so I can lock up for the night. We normally chat about logistics with the kids quickly and then say goodnight. He is usually out the door and standing by his car while I talk from inside the house. Same thing happened tonight but as I was about to close the door he asked how my night was and if I found anything for myself at the mall. We chatted for a minute or two which was nice. I said goodnight and shut the door. He was still standing close to the door and it felt like he was lingering more than usual.
I am hopeful that my positive attitude the past few weeks is helping H not want to run for the hills (as H put it a few months ago when I was a sobbing mess).
