Thank you all, for the outpouring of love, and responding to my pity party. smile I really do appreciate the thoughts and special concern. Sometimes it's all that keeps me going. <3 youz all.

I am doing ok, tears tried to well up while at work but I kept myself busy or distracted talking to people about other stuff when the thoughts overwhelmed.

I am going to meet an old friend for a drink after work and then pick up my S from his class. I dressed real nice today to help with the PMA, even though I didn't feel like it.

My H just sent a text saying "Hope you had a better day than you were this morning". I'm not sure if I should respond, just not feeling it, but I have to fake it right?


Me:49 H:47
S: 16
T:27 M:25
My EA: 2001
His PA: 10/2007, 6/2013
Separated, but H still in house

Find your Shambala: a place of peace and happiness.