HWA, we are all dealing with things in the best way we can. Using this blog is definately helpful. And yes, we do tend to repeat ourselves occassionally.It happens, it's okay to. I have had some excellent days of late and know in the end everything will work out for the best.
It's when the bad moments catch up to us that we have to deal with the emotions. It's normal and it's gonna happen for awhile yet. In the meantime I see it like a roller coaster, up, down and all around. It's one hail of a ride so we all just hang on till it's over.