Living on a roller coaster

[CallaghanClown]

Feeling very stressed today. Not feeling well, so a but tired and overwhelmed

My H called to say he'd been for an interview for a new job in my area but that he's not 100% that he'll get it or take it. He also didn't come to see the kids last night or tonight but the kids didn't seem bothered, so that's good. He says he's been having a few really bad days. I told him I'm here if he needs to talk.

I've taken my wedding rings off too. Just felt like the right time. I'll put them back on if/when I want. But at the minute I don't want them on.

I really want to call my H tonight. It feels like there is a white elephant in the room and that I need to talk to him about our relationship. I know I'm wrong. I know I'm not going to talk to him about our R.

I'm letting him get on with his life while I get on with mine. But the desire to grab him, shake him and tell him he's being an idiot is overwhelming sometimes.