Hello, I am new to this forum. My husband and I have been together for 10 yrs and married for 8 yrs. We have alot of history together and have been threw so much, our counselor told us it is a miracle we are still together. I had a drinking problem for the first 3 yrs of our marriage and H took on a caregiving and controlling role to keep me from killing myself from drinking too much. I got sober and our relationship totally changed because I was different but he stayed the same. We always rug swept our problems and hold resentments from 7 yrs ago. I recently left because I discovered that he was texting 2 different women, 1 about sex. He claims nothing happened and he dosent know why he text them. I told him I will not put up with this again, because it happened many times before. (TEXTING WOMEN) He says he will not do it again but thats what he said before many times. I feel rejected and like he is stringing me along. I am a very attractive woman and I dont know why my H is such a flirt and cant just be faithful. HE claims that he loves me and dosent want anyone else. We recently met with a marriage counselor and have another appt. to start on Tuesday. I am excited and scared that if this dosent work, it will be the end. I love him very much but dont know how to forgive him for this and stop thinking he dosent want me. It is literally making me sick. We are currently living apart but spend ALOT of time together and spend the night almost everynight. Please tell me what to do from here and how can I get some peace.
