I'm very sorry you are having a difficult time right now. Feel the pain, cry as much as you need to and allow all of that pain to wash over and out of your body. You are going to have days where you just want to curl up and cry and then there will be days when things will be better. It is an emotional rollercoaster and one that takes a while to get through. During this time, be kind to yourself. Keep things as simple as possible for yourself. Don't rack up a lot of things to do all in one day. Take each day as it comes and if you don't feel like doing something, then don't.
You will get stronger in time. Take it hour by hour, day by day. I'm sending positive thoughts your way.
Please take care of yourself.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
