I'm making it day by day. I've had several good chats with the boys about maintains faith and trusting God. They seem to be managing better.
W and I had a talk last night about S6. He is more emotional than normal and easily frustrated. It was a very good conversation. And, apart from the subject matter, completely normal. I explained to her that I thought it was our situation and that his emotions are bubbling just below the surface. She agreed. We are going to watch him to see how he does. I suggested counseling but she ignored it.
There is nothing easy about seeing the woman you love day after day, and not being able to tell her or touch her. Looking forward to better days. Keeping the faith. Not losing long-term hope.
M - 42 W- 37 S's - 9,6 M-12 T-14 FIL- diagnosed with fatal disease spring 2011 ILYBNILWY - march '12 FIL - died jan '13 W Moved out week later