jealousy and envy. 2 awful emotions. How to get rid of?
the first step it is said is recognizing. yes, I recognize. I have always since being a kid have been one to be envious of what others had and I didn't. sounds awful to admit. I know this about me. I don't like it. How to squash it? I do focus on my positives, but often times feel that envy creeping in. Nowadays, I am jealous of my friends intact families. I get the life is not fair part. Is it just me being whining?
Really I want peace. I don't want these ugly feelings.


M48 H50
M21 T26
S20 at college),S17,D15-cp, dev. delay- cogniv 5yrs old
PA confirmed 7/2012
H separates 9/2012
H move home 2/13& 7/13 lasted 2weeks.ILYNILWY
OW still in picture. h filed 10/13