You are absolutely right F. The only difference now, and it has only hit in the last few days, is I simply don't have the care about what happens now. I mean that in a nice way only. Maybe it is how detachment makes you feel, who knows. But since I decided to stop feeling guilty over things in the past, and hit the anniversary of BD, it just doesn't matter. I won't be doing anything, it is all up to the W. It seems that possibly it all matters to her. Me, it doesn't matter, I am moving home in 7 weeks, I will be moving into our/my house and I will be seeing my sons and friends on a close to daily basis. I am a better person, have more PMA than I did, and can see my future as being good (whatever happens). I simply feel so much better. It feels like nothing can get me down now.
ME:51 W:46 M:25 S:22, S:20 Divorced 16/9/15 BD 10/12 W left 12/12 with OW, affair confirmed Nov/12. Dark since 6/13 I"m in a new relationship since Feb 14.
