Oh, and that there is no life in me. I said I am trying to find it.

She said I was like a succubus, copying her, being outgoing with neighbors and friends.

That she stayed with me only for the kids' sakes. That she would try to love me after the first BD, when I cried ('mewled') a lot.

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M58, xW54
S22, D18
M 1984, D 2016
Living a new life.