Hi FY,

Since I know for a fact that W is sensitive to any pressure, even before mlc, I do need to be very mindful and weigh my wants against the bigger picture for now.

Every 3-4 months or so I do have a little "this is my feelings and reality" chat, brief, to the point, neutral, and nothing expected (too much, lol, there's always a small hope lurking in there somewhere)...it helps me keep from blowing my cool, detachment, etc. And maybe it helps the sitch, maybe not. Idk.

So I don't recommend anything I do from this point forward... lol.


In the depths of winter, I finally learned that within me there lay an invincible summer. - Albert Camus

Uncertainty is the very condition which impels people to unfold their powers.-Eric Fromm