Preggo, you can stop that thinking right now. Those babies of yours need you to stay strong. You are stronger than that and you have got to start believing it.

I know how hard it is but you have to ask for help. Talk to your doctor and let him/her know how you are feeling. Get yourself the necessary help, if not for you, for the kids.

Both 50
S14
M 16 yrs (his 3rd; my 1st)

ILYBINILWY - 24 Dec 2012
H moved out - 27 Jun 2013
Legally separated - 6 Sep 2013
Closing the door and changing the locks