I understand. I'm sure that compounded with your pregnancy, your hormones are setting your emotions into overdrive. Don't think of the future. Take it one step and one day at a time. You can do this.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.