"The hardest thing I'm left to deal with even 6 months later is that we were as we always were. A couple doing for each other, talking with each other, going to breakfast or dinner with each other. This continued right up until the day she left. Then WHAM a brief call telling me she arrived and that she wasn't coming back. "
But see the problem is that this is YOUR perception. She obviously had other plans. She might not even know why she left, so there's no sense in making sense with a crazy person.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.