WAS left, focusing on me, DB'ing like an amateur

[KdogGS]

I think the thing that made me feel like this was I need to become the best second husband I can be. Regardless of whether my current relationship works out or ends in divorce, I can't go back to being the husband I was the first time around.

So ultimately, I'm becoming the husband I intended to be the first time around. Whether that works out in the relationship is yet to be determined, but ultimately I'll be bringing a lot more to the table for my second marriage. This has forced me to address issues going all the way back to childhood that I am now feeling much better about and learning to forgive myself and love myself again.