It is going to be ok, Pud. You are stronger than you think.

Did you ever think you would ever be able to get through what you have already? Yet, you did.

You have chosen something very difficult, believing in your love in the face of such hard stuff. You have chosen to honor your marriage, your spouse.

And while it is so hard at times, so tiring, there is honor in knowing that you fought the good fight.

You are amazing, Pud. Believe it.