I should have said...I'm going to act "AS IF" I am incredibly happy to see her and "as if" I had the best day ever at work and "as if" we are already best friends without a "situation"...I just won't be touching or kissing her or doing any of the things I would really really love to do.


me - 43
her - 34
married - 14 yrs
Son 7
Daughter 8
The bomb - June 2013