I awoke this morning and said goodbye to my S. I got my coffee when H was in the shower, then retreated to my room and locked the door.
I turned on my kindle with my fave music playlist and turned it up loud.
My H came upstairs, apparently to get the trash as it is trash day. He knocked quietly a couple of times. I didn't respond. Then he said quietly "<myname>?". I still didn't answer. He was outside for a few more minutes before I heard the creak of the floorboards as he walked away.
Regardless of the events, my PMA is good this morning. No crying, no feeling upset. I still feel at peace this morning, so I know for sure it was the right thing for me to do at the time.
Stay calm, strong and carry on in the PMA castle!
Love you all for supporting me.
Me:49 H:47 S: 16 T:27 M:25 My EA: 2001 His PA: 10/2007, 6/2013 Separated, but H still in house
Find your Shambala: a place of peace and happiness.
