CTH, hopefully you have a little better perspective about competition vs. motivation. It's about you
I get that you're in a tough spot. Trying to parent with an ex is difficult to say the least. I get that. Believe me I do. But eventually you have to step off the train and still be a parent. It's a tough line and takes a lot of work.
You seem to be getting it. Is that the case?
AJ
"Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter" MLK Put the glass down... "Yesterday I was clever so I wanted to change the world Today I am wise, so I am changing myself."