IMHO the guilt arises from you not forgiving you and I truly know the feeling. It hurt’s! You need to let this go! You are but a man, you have made mistakes, you have realized them, made your apologizes and worked hard to change them for good. A book properly won’t help you on this one. This forgiveness has to come from within you. Some people seek this from God, some from a parent or others but IMHO (still as a baptized catholic) true forgiveness must come from you!
If another person did to you what you did to your family or if you were simply a bystander advising HWA what would you say, how would you look at things, would you tell HWA to not forgive yet. Would you tell him to keep on punishing himself or would you tell him to let go?
What do you truly believe W would like you to do? Keep on hurting? And what about your sons? Would it even change anything if W wrote you that you are forgiven?
HWA, IMHO you are a forgiven man but you need to forgive yourself and only you – no book, no man or woman and no God – can do this! Just you – and it is about time!
This is about you!
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Me:44 W:43 D7, D5 (S11 from other R)
T: 8y - not M ILYB: 8. Mar 2013 W moved: 1. Aug 2013 LRT: 20. Aug 2013 _______________________________ Do or do not – there’s no try.
