TTD180, I am really so glad you are getting a chance to go to counselling. That is simply fantastic news. Christmas will be different for us all, in some many different ways. You at least have your son to help celebrate it with you. Doesn't matter how much food you have, there is always left overs after Christmas. That is part of Christmas. You can still eat sensibly, just for a longer time.
ME:51 W:46 M:25 S:22, S:20 Divorced 16/9/15 BD 10/12 W left 12/12 with OW, affair confirmed Nov/12. Dark since 6/13 I"m in a new relationship since Feb 14.
