Weird couple of days. W has been very cold in actions and words. I usually leave for work before her every morning. Have stopped saying ILY and kissing her cheek because I know it makes her feel bad. Still tell her goodbye and to have a good day. Cordial. She left first this morning and didn't say a word. Have sent 2 texts today about S12's game that I have to miss today. Have received immediate 1 word responses both times. I just want my loving beautiful woman back. Days like this make the anger and resentment for her transgressions creep back in. Have to fight hard to keep those dark shadows of negativity from clouding my purpose.
Both 40 T-22 M-18 S13 S11
Bomb, ILYBINILWY-7/10/13 EA #1-confirmed 7/10/13, ongoing since 5/13 EA #2-9/13/13
