Hoping to still move forward, huge setback

[BKS]

cbtdad,

I see that you realize that you lost it. It happens. Leave it behind you and get back on track. Everyone backslides.

You see that what transpired did not get the result you wanted, ie. you getting closer and connecting with your W.

Learn from it and move on.

A wise man learns from his own mistakes. A wiser man learns from the mistakes of others.

BKS