I'm doing okay. Having to post from my phone so this will be short. Again, thank you all for your support, encouragement, 2X4's,etc. I am truly thankful to have you all to help me through this nightmare. It keeps feeling like I'm in a dream... Like it isn't real. Then, my heart feels ripped out again and I realize, it is real. This unbelievable pain is real. But, I'm so blessed to have y'all to help pull me through. I kinda feel like I'm sleepwalking... Just putting one foot in front of the other, but not really sure where I'm going. Glad I have y'all to lead me until I can lead myself. Feeling lost tonight....
