Angela, Take as many deep breaths as you need to. You heart will stop racing, your mind will clear and you will feel just a little bit better. Let some time pass. You may feel differently in a week, 2 weeks or a month.
Good idea about talking to the Dr. about the meds. Sometimes they stop working after awhile, from what I've heard. Maybe something else will.
Don't give up just yet!
Me:57H:62 M:34T:35 2S,2D (grown nlah) BD:09/2012 visits M ow EA/PA?:10/2012 H moves out 06/2013
"Do not let the behavior of others destroy your inner peace." -Dalai Lama