Better to love or be loved?

[willbwell]

I will say it here because I know it is a safe place. I won't say to h, I didn't respond yet because I was picking up the kids from school, getting their dinner ready and folding constant laundry, meanwhile you are out la-di-da on expense account. I know that makes me sound bitter and angry.

No one says to h how stupid he is being. friends reach out to him but nobody pushes it. He doesn't want to talk they tell me. Well of course he doesn't! I feel like he gets a free pass. Of course he doesn't want to hear what an a// he is being. he is getting what he wants- D. I am getting nothing.

I want compassion. I want peace. Anger is brewing at the surface and I am praying hard to not cave into it.

I will text him later tonight. I will not sign a waiver.