Better to love or be loved?

[willbwell]

help!! papers being served. I told h I did not want to be served. I said he could drop papers in the box. I get a text from him just now, h says hi, I know you want me to drop papers in the box. but I cant. He then asks to let him know a time when someone can give them to me. he says its quick...
I will ask him why he can't give them to me-I feel being served is disrespectful to me and is the route that people use when they are being ugly or not communicating. we have been amicable. I want to say I think its cowardly, but I won't. I'd like to say, I see, you are so busy at work that you have time to deal with this...I guess it doesn't help my case that h is in city where ow is.
I am trying to be still a moment. I will ask again for him to bring them to me and I will take them to my attorney. Or, he can take them to my attorney.
why am I struggling with this? Because it is frightening.
funny too, I was just looking at Retrouville when that text came thru. We are on 2 different pages.