I had a lot of that too, Angela.

I tried to do as little as possible during those time periods and breathe, relax and try to stay away from anxiety-producing actions such as looking at FB.

I tried to pamper myself and just get through the day. Nights were the worst. But believe it or not, it got better.

I posted here a lot and gathered a lot of strength from folks here and from reading the archives. That got me through a lot of bad spots.

Seeing an IC and talking occasionally to a trusted sister also helped temporarily.

You'll get through it. Really you will!

Thinking of you today,
Hoping for strength and courage for you,
rH


Me54/H47
'08 H is "done"
March '12 H moved out
Brink of D, December '12
2014 totally reconciled!
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"I firmly believe in the...absolute possibility of marriage renewal."
Jim Conway